a thousand miles away -

10:55 PM

erm..yah..very sad this few days..in a state that when i fell SOO much in love wif him n now i'm tryin to not like him is so hard..i cant stop lovin him..but if i continue to be with him i'll juz bring him MORE trouble..MORE stress..!!..n i wont like to see him all so stressed up or become sad all becoz of my own doings..i really don wanna see him in this state..i really love him.i rather we break up n he is happier bein alone rather that mi bein selfish n still be wif him n not let him go..it;s really hurst mi alot to see him like that..i don mind be e one being hurt..i rather e person i love to be happie than mi..as long as as his happie i'll be happie too..yes..i realy love him alot..n all i wanna say is dalring i'll love you foreva..sry to make u eva so angry wif mi .. n kept on breakin e pormises i made to you..i'm sry..i love u very much..

Friday, April 08, 2005

__i have the courage to love you no more__